Take Up Take Down

 

 Well as you know that blog is like a zombie and I rarely post anything. But this instant application that i've been addicted to. So if you guys have this account and like to see my creation just simply search my name on instagram: indahtyas But i promise to myself that I will continue writing on this blog to practice my English. Because you know i think I'm losing my English ability since I don't have any English literature class anymore. Sucks

Besides, I - now- continue painting :)

wazzap dead ppl ?

I know, soon they're all be gone. My best friends are taking study abroad and it's just me myself and i is left here in this complicated country. My day is spent by thinking how much Rookiemagz inspires me. I love its vibe and all about the stuffs that they post. I think and i clearly am writing in this blog to tell that in our beloved country.. I found it difficult to be who you are. I am- one of the example that I take- feeling so hard to express my thoughts (that other people think weird, but i don't seem to care) through my clothes. I always want to wear this and yes i wore it but there is some limit that I CANNOT wear. I mean i don't mind being weird. But I have some situations that I can be who I am. it is when I am with my best friends & boyfriend. I can wear what I want when Im with them but what about going to college and around family? I think I can wear what i want around my college but there's just a limit. I mean i don't mind they say I'm weird, but make a fun of me? isn't it a part of bullying? and am I socially unacceptable? because i didn't fit anywhere. It is not about the clothes i wear. It's about i just don't fit with anyone (or yet) no one can seem to get what I mean. I just haven't found someone who can understand me (or yet). I mean, nobody around here rally appreciates my taste in my way (or yet). But .. I think i see it in a good way. Maybe that's just me.. i am proud of being like that. I don't hate myself nor wish i weren't like this. i love myself in this way. and attention: it is not that i want to be called as "weird" so i can tell myself that i am cool or unique or blablabalbalbalablalablalal that these days kids trying to. and i do really need that person. well i boldly say i need sisters. I need a girl friend to share with. Don't you -as girls- want a girl friend like sister ? all girls do.